Posts Tagged ‘life’

… “NO NEED”

June 23, 2014

The ‘title’ could have been “AZURE Liked IT” but, the (hopeful) openness of posting something that an OLDER ADULT would “comprehend” changed it. As time has placed its many “rings” around the eyes I’ve had the constant ‘PAN-ISH’ “insta-urge” toward Females become more of an appreciation of what they represent, rather than what they may “feel” like. The passage of  ‘attempted parenthood’ and coming to notice that most are just pretty containers of my own genetically matched poison. Thus the truer title…

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The strength

of Passion’s memory

the vagueness

of each “cause”

the “pride’

of its ‘durations’

be it tears

or gasp’s applause

 

‘Tis youth

that seeks to “conquer”

the gates of ‘damp’ success

in “AGE”

the zeal’s gone hunkered

athletics gone duress

 

But replay

brings back “feeling”

to parts

thought “gone to seed”

the mind

wants parts past willing

the parts

remind “NO NEED”

… and distance

June 8, 2014

There are causes to “reasons” for the “actions we choose to, or not “to”. This is about THAT. When it’s involving a someone that has piqued “the fancy” it tends to “be” a ‘dangerous’, at the least UNWISE, decision in this day and, of (my) age.  “Functions” are well “practiced”, at the least I know what finger goes to the ear that is itching. As for responding to emotion… THAT is a LOST un-“perfected” ABILITY.

So, here I sit at the keyboard, telling an unknown someone of this confusion that has made me try to organize its telling. It may be an interest, in that you’ve stumbled across the categorical header of placement.

Here below is an emotional crux that HAD to be distributed. The best hope is that even if the causant recognizes their “place” the hope is that they slough it off to their musational abilities.

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I thought that I was
too old for this
a comment
to simple words
written in the moment
of recognition’s haste

“hello” to you
you’ve a mind that creates
spaced and driven
by others’ being near you
I haven’t such luxury

thank goodness for distance
because I’m best taken
“through” my words
presense may have you running
away from the Ogre
that ‘was’ ME

it’s funny of how the ending
of another story
of ‘Beauty’ transforming her muse
I do believe that I can
and WILL avoid such
by appreciating her
words and distance

… that’s called HELL

April 1, 2014

I MUST lead in by this avenue. I’ve written about the VARIOUS trials of being an individual with a “smidgen” of imagination, a lifetime of blessed for having a permanent tan and the CONTINUING ‘struggle’ of  residing within a “community” that considers its “type” of “dominance ” to warrant ANY style of historical abuse it CAN get away with.

Couple this to the above scenarios being reported TO the “highest” entity possible, seeking assistances to the ridding, or at least a recognition, warning and, LAW-FILLED recompence  DUE for the nefarious renderings. Living in a micro-geologically stunted zone of folk that participated in a few of the the American-Antebellum Atrocities of the mid(-to-‘continued’) through late TWENTIETH Century. Little Aluminum boxes arranged to give comradeship to folk that “are waiting”. Toss in ‘one’ younger adherent to ‘the old ways’ and, there IS that renewed zeal, familiar… only in need of an old, familiar target. I’ve seen some nice “Sugar-Bowls” in my travels. But, to have ” settled” amongst the “grand-ewe-awls” is making me fully aware of Emmitt’s last month.

I have been addressed as:

1.)Billie Thomas, who’s stage moniker was that of a dark-grain cereal.

2.) Arnold’s last two-quarters of his last name, with the substitution of a vowel.

3.) Associated in the fathering, (“Illegitimate, OF COURSE!), of a child that WOULD have been an ELEPHANT by way of the gestation period… WITH a 58 year old Woman related to the NEIGHBOR-HOOD gossip MONGER.

EVEN as THIS NATION has ALLOWED for one NOT as GEORGE BALANCHINE “requested” of the view of his Ballerinas… “ that a ballerina’s skin should be the color of a peeled apple”… to “lead” the underlying thoughts of wrong continue. And, do so EVEN WITH the test prez.

I wrote, probably for the last time, Our President. At the following of what was delivered is a “bit”, ( a tool for controlling a ruminid.), to the Hominids I live within the vicinity of.

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(http://www.whitehouse.gov/contact/submit-questions-and-comments)
SIR, I believe that I AM making the LAST request for assistance that YOU may HAVE a “HOPE” in. Your Daughters have GROWN into Womanhood, as I HAVE, (AS TOO MANY OTHERS.), been left to LANGUISH during my MOST PRODUCTIVE MENTAL time. Is there a wonder as to why the economy IS a sore polyp, without the padding of SOMETHING in the WALLET to “take the pressure off”?
The time is almost “up” and, you’ll leave to a nice sunset… while the rest of us /U.S. have THE PROMISES, without the FRUITIONS.
The letter “will” make a nice coaster, equal to the job of the subordinates “helping” you at this moment. The INACTION of the agencies that ARE to protect THE CITIZENRY have been shown to be as crass as the C.E.O.s of GM and TARGET. There is NO-ONE to PROTECT, let alone SERVE “for the COMMON GOOD. I asked for help and, got a “nice” ocher envelope with vague recognitions of DASTARDLY actions ‘perpe-traitored’ by those who hold THEIR rights as “higher” than those THAT SERVE for the GREATER GOOD.
As close as you tell the world of your “knowledge” of “embibements” you’ve lost the view somewhere from Pennsylvania Ave.
The world has NO NEED of a “PROTECTOR’S” blusters, that cannot save his own village.
Sincerely (QUITE!),
D’Ellis R. McCammon
(This is NOT how “the Irish” treat one another.) NOTHING HAS BEEN DONE. As WE are seeing that “Hope” left for vacation six years ago.This note IS the saddest moment I have had to initialize in a very long time.I DON’T “expect” anything from this point on. 04/01/2014
this is an antagonym of the date.
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Thank You!

Thank you for contacting the White House.

President Obama is committed to creating the most open and accessible Administration in history. That begins with taking comments and questions from you, the American people, through our website.

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TO: The MONGERS of Scarlett Manor

 

the destination when have left shell

self designation KNOWN all too well

lost consecration by ego’s swell

hate’s coronation leaves lifetime smells

lies instigation false blames to tell

quote’s gestations so hard to quell

wrong’s appellation IS that your BELL

heat’s sequestration yes that’s called HELL

… NO QUARREL

February 19, 2014

To “OWN UP” to the myriad of WRONGS that “we” commit during “our” lifetimes IS difficult when the sparkle of “possibilities” become BORING. To “see” the TOO MUCH of “WHAT” is WRONG, then to “PRACTICE” those things, is what makes MATURITY so LATE for TOO MANY… I ONLY include my SELF.

As “time” has adjusted my body, mind and HORIZON I look to the where I’d like to “be” for the rest of this event. I CAN “OWN UP” to the ‘wrongs’,even as I WON’T publicly acknowledge some, I WILL allow for my penance.

“Prayer” is many things to many, be it by “FAITH”, ‘IDEOLOGY’ or TRUTH. To be able to hold a council with something GREATER than the “cell sack”, and one’s opinion of its “worth”,  is a MATURE event. To agree to the ownership of  RESPONSIBILITY is the MOST CORRECT decision I could make…

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To work to BLOCK

the gates to HELL

takes subtle designs

MY Fault I fell

But, with this knowledge

“burned” to flesh

I’ll show them winnow

before the “THRESH”

and, if COMPLETION

is my LAUREL

I’ll PAY these DUES

I have NO QUARREL

… I won’t dread

January 22, 2014

I, ah, tempt

two strop bye

many sites

to sharpen

just this place

twilled of gray threads

overcharged

the weave

will mesh some heads

though not as bright

as wish to be

the ‘niqueness

has its trace

fore as I read

what many’ve cast

it’s new that

I won’t dread

bear-11

The PONDER BEAR.

Barring a Door From the OUTSIDE

November 9, 2013

To ‘HECK’ with hope! I’m gonna’ close “her” out by her own admissions.

DEAR Twdyen,

YOU stated that English WASN’T your ‘First Language’. But, the overt HATE you spoke was quite grammatically ‘correct’. I, on the other hand, COULD NOT give you justification to the POSIT of my COLOUR hating another AMERICAN just because their trek here started in ANOTHER COUNTRY. YOU haven’t learned what your NEW ‘HOME’ was BASED ONLIBERTY, as opposed to what ‘value’ you WERE DRILLED with: FREEDOM.

LIBERTY and FREEDOM are the “CAIN and ABEL” of societal definitions… FREEDOM equals the ability to “DO” ANYTHING “DESIRED”. LIBERTY is the same, except… WITH MORAL RESPONSIBILITY(-IES).

You’ve expressed YOUR FREEDOMS VERY WELL.

I say this, “WITH LIBERTY AND JUSTICE”…

WELCOME to AMERICA!

MY HOME, SWEET HOME’.

“D”

p.s. :  I  CARE* ABOUT ALL in this world. It”s just those times when there are those that drive me to not CARE “FOR” them.

*Creating

Actual

Relevant

Empathy

A Joy’s Dilemma

November 24, 2012

Why does LOVE
come calling on Me
when I’m without?

Why does it
KISS my ear and cheeks
when “life”
itself’s in doubt?

Am I to be as MOSES
given tools to give
but,to people who refuse
to use them?

Though not a “great” Man
I can understand JOB’S pain
my children were “taken”
by attitude.

And, as distant “SON”.
I too speak light “proverbs”
and distribute ichthys and grains.

But, I keep walking
the path that has yielded
to others…
and, stones keep jumping
in my shoes.

It’s funny,
that in so short a time
that GOD has cut me off
from the treasures
that I lead others to…

BUT, I NEVER struck that
“ROCK”
and yet,
I “know” where Paradise IS.

That DASTARD Beast REMISED

October 27, 2012

Being extremely ‘LAZY’ AND acutely O.C.D., (Obsessesive Compulsive DISORDER.), can be a “blessing” for one that “needs” to “talk” obsessively. There’s “so much” to express but, the ‘time’ for which can try the obsession to “UTTER”.LOAD the cartridge containing the emotion of “LOVE” and the “reward” is a set of fraternal twins with the tics of Tourette syndrome… answering the others’ expressions.

That’s just the way that I have to explain why I’m placing what I am now. There’s a “SPECIAL…” arriving into my… and I am the guy that explained my solitary business by telling someone ” that I WOULD rather be ALONE, than SORRY”. “SOMEONE” has torn that notice to ATOMS.

accused, NOT heinous
THIS I AM
by TEST, TOSSED to ROAM
though NOT to LAM

my goals have changed
looking, rearranged
this BEAUTY landed
is “LOVE” deranged

the years are long
calm, NEVER kind
to shrink lost thoughts
to ease fogged minds

porschencula sought
but, not yet built
held under waves
for else’s guilts

I’LL wear the clown suit
for only so long
removed, and soon
to humble, STRONG

as this sweet BEAUTY
teach by glow
asks “take my HEART
I’m YOURS you KNOW”

I walk same streets
my “friends” don’t see
that “DASTARD”, BEAST
that ONCE WAS ME
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But, for ALL of this one has to remember the wisdom of Mrs. Pinnochio…”LOVE is a MANY SPLINTERED thing”.
As PAUL HARVEY would leave us…”Good DAY!”

NOVEL VS. Novelty

April 13, 2012

Novel. … or being as first
made or thought of; “a truly original approach”.

I’ve attempted to waft the aroma of GOOD to as many locations as I thought not offensive to YOU the “readers” of the few sites I scribble on. For over three years I’ve waved an INNOVATIVE item to assist in the RAISING of RESEARCH FUNDING for CANCER, and MANY other maladies that continue to devastate the WORLD. I’ve even started a site on FUNDLY BEGGING to round up $20K to have the first few THOUSAND manufactured. After TWO MONTHS there isn’t ONE other centavo to have faith to become a LIFE SAVING ITEM to be thrown into the path of CANCER, in ALL its forms.

This fact is disturbing for the reason that it looks that the citizenry of this nation is MORE interested in how “socially” PETRIED they can be by declaring their “cares” by clamouring… PONYING… for a device that makes their electronic “closenesses” more succinct.

(http://www.engadget.com/2012/04/12/pebble-smartwatch-raises-
100-000-in-two-hours-retires-on-a-bea/ )

TWO months = $0.00 to TWO HOURS= $100k. One watch is for the research to save that little child you saw on the St. Jude’s Children’s Hospital commercials last Christmas season… Or, to save a Woman’s BREASTS,CERVIX, OVARIES.Your younger Brother’s testicles, so that you may become an UNCLE.The older Gent, or Lady that SERVED in a foreign country where the CHEMICALS of “BATTLE” are eating away their SKIN, (Like Chicken on the barbeque that has too hot a flame.).All to have a WATCH that “talks” TO your GOVERNMENT TRACKED “SMART”-Phone !?!

YES,I AM “perturbed” that “MY little idea” is floundering. But, DOESN’T this tell YOU WHAT “WE” value ? The ones that are supposed to MAKE A MORE “PERFECT” UNION for this ‘nation’ and the World ?

The simple math is, if 50,000 people contributed FIFTY CENTS a device that sells for “ONE-EIGHTH” of the $150 msrp of the ‘Pebble’ can be assisting the 19.4 MILLION FIGHTING FOR THEIR LIVES !

(http://www.cdc.gov/nchs/fastats/cancer.htm)

The site is FUNDLY.COM/ THNQ ENTERPRISES. NOT ONE single cent touches MY hands, it ALL goes to the company contact with the Manufacturer. ( L.R. Silver/ PromoStar)

Time’s placed the “Ladies with the Scissors” at a lot of folk’s “threads”, a lot of their being in position is “needless”, because MOST “threads” can be salvaged, but without the necessary tools and equipments the “LADIES” get paid for UNNECESSARY WORK. The site IS sparse, there’s NO need to have Beyonce’ singing, or a NASCAR smoking its tires across your whimsy.
The device counts as those that are in, or working towards REMISSION, a loved one’s REMISSION… Becoming / BEING Clean and SOBER. The ERADICATION of WHATEVER NEEDS to NOT be a part of a LIFE. Yeh, There’s SOMETHING FOR THAT.

This ISN’T the SHOE, SHIRT, or ENERGY DRINK of someone you’ll NEVER MEET. This is something for someone YOU may, or may not know… BUT, YOU’LL be CLOSER to them than the fifty-thousand anonymous “TWEETS” you expect at the cyber-bar when you’ve DONE SOMETHING not “as-seen-on-tv”. Or, Maybe, you DO like the smell of Gerbil as your “NEW-CAR-SMELL”. (?)

To those that do read this. If YOU DO “LIKE” it don’t just hit the little button here, hit the buttons on your whatever to help GET THIS DONE !!! Imagine what will be said when the BLOGGERS AT WORDPRESS.COM have MADE THE DIFFERENCE, as a group, to have not just written about doing something “for the greater good”… But, to have ACCOMPLISHED such.

Update 04/14/2012;
The tale’s been told for what seems to be FOREVER yet there hasn’t been a single gesture towards assistance. ALTHOUGH a FORBES magazine article says that I’ve done things in a NOT-QUITE-CORRECT manner.

(http://www.forbes.com/sites/chrisbarth/2011/01/19/want-a-million-dollars-
just-ask-for-it/)

FUNNY… I thought that’s what I’d DONE. Though I’m not so “photo-genetic”.
To couple the above with the fact that as I wrote the update I also wrote E-MAIL number five to the WHITE HOUSE…

“I’ve been trying to get a Cancer Research Fudraising INNOVATION completed for Eight years, four of which I’d EMAILED to President Obama personally. My legislators are too concerned about Corporate monies while GAMES are being played with the beings that HOLD THE VERY KEYS to the RACES. Please take note of this article, it “could” lead “us” somewhere important.
(https://thnq.wordpress.com/novel vs. novelty)
contact Mary Jo Kilroy’s assistant “Andi” for details. TIME is running out for many.
Thank You for the space.
Sincerely,
D’Ellis R. McCammon
P.S. I saved all copies of the Presidential contacts.”…
I DO hope that since this IS (RE-)ELECTION TIME that there might be someone PAYING ATTENTION to the flecks of “AU-PORTUNITY” being strewn before them.

The Saving Account

April 3, 2012

There’s a bit
OH money
coming my way…

Addiction picked its head up
from the forced hibernation.

It starts the fairy tales
the selections “of”
“fined” females.

I notice they’re no longer young
no longer caring.

Addiction’s tool set
is forged from BALSA,
fraternal twin with the ‘smoke’
light and tantalizing,
but, you can still see
right through it…
Just like the blouses
“holding” nipples directed at shoes.

It wants to play “CHANGE”
from your pocket
to the select crew of wishers.
WISHING that there was MORE,
but avoiding the ‘USER’ fees.

Today, I DO BELIEVE
I’ll put the remittance
in a SAVING ACCOUNT…

…on ‘account’ that I NEED to SAVE
the rest of my “life” for something BETTER
than “sharing” 90% of LUSTS
for 10% of an “intimacy”.