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… “NO NEED”

June 23, 2014

The ‘title’ could have been “AZURE Liked IT” but, the (hopeful) openness of posting something that an OLDER ADULT would “comprehend” changed it. As time has placed its many “rings” around the eyes I’ve had the constant ‘PAN-ISH’ “insta-urge” toward Females become more of an appreciation of what they represent, rather than what they may “feel” like. The passage of  ‘attempted parenthood’ and coming to notice that most are just pretty containers of my own genetically matched poison. Thus the truer title…

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The strength

of Passion’s memory

the vagueness

of each “cause”

the “pride’

of its ‘durations’

be it tears

or gasp’s applause

 

‘Tis youth

that seeks to “conquer”

the gates of ‘damp’ success

in “AGE”

the zeal’s gone hunkered

athletics gone duress

 

But replay

brings back “feeling”

to parts

thought “gone to seed”

the mind

wants parts past willing

the parts

remind “NO NEED”

… and distance

June 8, 2014

There are causes to “reasons” for the “actions we choose to, or not “to”. This is about THAT. When it’s involving a someone that has piqued “the fancy” it tends to “be” a ‘dangerous’, at the least UNWISE, decision in this day and, of (my) age.  “Functions” are well “practiced”, at the least I know what finger goes to the ear that is itching. As for responding to emotion… THAT is a LOST un-“perfected” ABILITY.

So, here I sit at the keyboard, telling an unknown someone of this confusion that has made me try to organize its telling. It may be an interest, in that you’ve stumbled across the categorical header of placement.

Here below is an emotional crux that HAD to be distributed. The best hope is that even if the causant recognizes their “place” the hope is that they slough it off to their musational abilities.

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I thought that I was
too old for this
a comment
to simple words
written in the moment
of recognition’s haste

“hello” to you
you’ve a mind that creates
spaced and driven
by others’ being near you
I haven’t such luxury

thank goodness for distance
because I’m best taken
“through” my words
presense may have you running
away from the Ogre
that ‘was’ ME

it’s funny of how the ending
of another story
of ‘Beauty’ transforming her muse
I do believe that I can
and WILL avoid such
by appreciating her
words and distance

… that’s called HELL

April 1, 2014

I MUST lead in by this avenue. I’ve written about the VARIOUS trials of being an individual with a “smidgen” of imagination, a lifetime of blessed for having a permanent tan and the CONTINUING ‘struggle’ of  residing within a “community” that considers its “type” of “dominance ” to warrant ANY style of historical abuse it CAN get away with.

Couple this to the above scenarios being reported TO the “highest” entity possible, seeking assistances to the ridding, or at least a recognition, warning and, LAW-FILLED recompence  DUE for the nefarious renderings. Living in a micro-geologically stunted zone of folk that participated in a few of the the American-Antebellum Atrocities of the mid(-to-‘continued’) through late TWENTIETH Century. Little Aluminum boxes arranged to give comradeship to folk that “are waiting”. Toss in ‘one’ younger adherent to ‘the old ways’ and, there IS that renewed zeal, familiar… only in need of an old, familiar target. I’ve seen some nice “Sugar-Bowls” in my travels. But, to have ” settled” amongst the “grand-ewe-awls” is making me fully aware of Emmitt’s last month.

I have been addressed as:

1.)Billie Thomas, who’s stage moniker was that of a dark-grain cereal.

2.) Arnold’s last two-quarters of his last name, with the substitution of a vowel.

3.) Associated in the fathering, (“Illegitimate, OF COURSE!), of a child that WOULD have been an ELEPHANT by way of the gestation period… WITH a 58 year old Woman related to the NEIGHBOR-HOOD gossip MONGER.

EVEN as THIS NATION has ALLOWED for one NOT as GEORGE BALANCHINE “requested” of the view of his Ballerinas… “ that a ballerina’s skin should be the color of a peeled apple”… to “lead” the underlying thoughts of wrong continue. And, do so EVEN WITH the test prez.

I wrote, probably for the last time, Our President. At the following of what was delivered is a “bit”, ( a tool for controlling a ruminid.), to the Hominids I live within the vicinity of.

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(http://www.whitehouse.gov/contact/submit-questions-and-comments)
SIR, I believe that I AM making the LAST request for assistance that YOU may HAVE a “HOPE” in. Your Daughters have GROWN into Womanhood, as I HAVE, (AS TOO MANY OTHERS.), been left to LANGUISH during my MOST PRODUCTIVE MENTAL time. Is there a wonder as to why the economy IS a sore polyp, without the padding of SOMETHING in the WALLET to “take the pressure off”?
The time is almost “up” and, you’ll leave to a nice sunset… while the rest of us /U.S. have THE PROMISES, without the FRUITIONS.
The letter “will” make a nice coaster, equal to the job of the subordinates “helping” you at this moment. The INACTION of the agencies that ARE to protect THE CITIZENRY have been shown to be as crass as the C.E.O.s of GM and TARGET. There is NO-ONE to PROTECT, let alone SERVE “for the COMMON GOOD. I asked for help and, got a “nice” ocher envelope with vague recognitions of DASTARDLY actions ‘perpe-traitored’ by those who hold THEIR rights as “higher” than those THAT SERVE for the GREATER GOOD.
As close as you tell the world of your “knowledge” of “embibements” you’ve lost the view somewhere from Pennsylvania Ave.
The world has NO NEED of a “PROTECTOR’S” blusters, that cannot save his own village.
Sincerely (QUITE!),
D’Ellis R. McCammon
(This is NOT how “the Irish” treat one another.) NOTHING HAS BEEN DONE. As WE are seeing that “Hope” left for vacation six years ago.This note IS the saddest moment I have had to initialize in a very long time.I DON’T “expect” anything from this point on. 04/01/2014
this is an antagonym of the date.
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Thank You!

Thank you for contacting the White House.

President Obama is committed to creating the most open and accessible Administration in history. That begins with taking comments and questions from you, the American people, through our website.

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TO: The MONGERS of Scarlett Manor

 

the destination when have left shell

self designation KNOWN all too well

lost consecration by ego’s swell

hate’s coronation leaves lifetime smells

lies instigation false blames to tell

quote’s gestations so hard to quell

wrong’s appellation IS that your BELL

heat’s sequestration yes that’s called HELL

… walk away from its dumb ass

March 4, 2014

It’s been a devastating couple weeks. Employment is, momentarily, nil. BILLS have been due. And, the O.C.P.D. is screaming for me to “take away the pain”.

But, I CAN’T. THAT would make things WORSE. I KNOW without a meeting. (THIS IS my “MEETING”, for the moment.) The “market’ is picking those that enjoy being marginalized, ( I’ve taken my neighbor to work where I HAD been… showed up everyday, OVERDID the tasks. When the Woman that works her department IS absent two of five days a week.). I find this “difficult” as the “person’ that facilitated my, “AT-WILL”, dismissal WAS to understand the same the very NEXT DAY. The temporary “service” that IS making HALF the “appointee’s” salary has a focus on this company, as they are NOT making good choices of “end-chain”, and are “Hamster Caging” new enrollees.  It’s tough out here when the jobs are too simple but, vested hold enmity to the “worker”. This “may” be “why” the business acumen has been clouded of late. Those that THINK are “suspect”. The world wants tweeters, not “world beaters”.

So, the past snorts from an unwanted slumber. And, it tries to become the sultress that fooled “you” when the adrenals overpowered “COMMON SENSE”. Not today…

IT looks just like this.

IT looks just like this.

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yes I’ve relapsed
a time or three
this pain filled truth
hope’s exit fee

the fall to urge
the taste the touch
just one too many
one mores too much

the “girls’ that they provide for show
most anything the trade for go
inbibe the trance for circumstance
pay well enough they’ll kiss a lance
but these digressions all askance
don’t pay the bills nope not a chance

next time relapse calls me to task
I’ll leave it empty “I THINK I’ll PASS
and when it smiles behind death’s mask
I’ll walk away from its dumb ass

… NO QUARREL

February 19, 2014

To “OWN UP” to the myriad of WRONGS that “we” commit during “our” lifetimes IS difficult when the sparkle of “possibilities” become BORING. To “see” the TOO MUCH of “WHAT” is WRONG, then to “PRACTICE” those things, is what makes MATURITY so LATE for TOO MANY… I ONLY include my SELF.

As “time” has adjusted my body, mind and HORIZON I look to the where I’d like to “be” for the rest of this event. I CAN “OWN UP” to the ‘wrongs’,even as I WON’T publicly acknowledge some, I WILL allow for my penance.

“Prayer” is many things to many, be it by “FAITH”, ‘IDEOLOGY’ or TRUTH. To be able to hold a council with something GREATER than the “cell sack”, and one’s opinion of its “worth”,  is a MATURE event. To agree to the ownership of  RESPONSIBILITY is the MOST CORRECT decision I could make…

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To work to BLOCK

the gates to HELL

takes subtle designs

MY Fault I fell

But, with this knowledge

“burned” to flesh

I’ll show them winnow

before the “THRESH”

and, if COMPLETION

is my LAUREL

I’ll PAY these DUES

I have NO QUARREL

CORPORATE “CULTURE”

December 21, 2013

As we come to the end of a year that MANY in this country and, SOME around the world, see as a disapproval of President Barack H. Obama’s leadership of this Nation it is GLARINGLY interesting that TOO MANY have failed THEIR “JOB” in making “A” Leader’s chosen objectives ‘FAILURES’. Mr. Obama DIDN’T  “PROGRAM” the Health-Care Computers’ intricate duties. Nor does any presiding person of ANY entity that encompasses the assorted bits called HUMANITY. An “old” term of early computing is “GIGO”, GARBAGE IN-GARBAGE OUT… just what IS transpiring daily. We have elected officials that call for the continuances of drug sentencing laws that [THEY] refuse to obey. The elected consistently vote themselves PAY RAISES while [REFUSING] to concede a [“LIVING WAGE“] to those they ask for ELECTIONS DONATIONS on their TAX FORMS.

The term [“TRICKLE DOWN”] HAS been FILTERED of its original “INTENT”. The ability of “the GOOD” to access those MANY of need has been ‘SPONSORED” away by the [PAVLOVIAN] [“ REWARDS SYSTEMS“]. “Mom and POP” establishments are [NOW] boarded “up”. And, with that the familiarity of “NEIGHBOR-HOOD” is the “GLOBAL VILLAGE” of distrust, UNFAMILIARITY and general [ OBTUSE-NESSES] that make for “living” in a very dangerous state.

If “we” continue to allow the [“HALLOWEEN COSTUMED”], ( Addams Family Values, Wednesday: “This is my costume. I’m a homicidal maniac; they look just like everyone else.”), to “set the example” of “uprightness” the “CULTURE” described upon the base of [‘ LIBERTY ‘] is one of the other [“GREATEST LIES EVER TOLD…”].

Dear Mister PRESIDENT…

December 3, 2013

…As time IS [RUNNING OUT] for MANY in this [WORLD] are finding [UNSUBSTANTIATED] ‘FAITH’ in the PROMISE of a FULLER LIFE.

For OVER [SIX YEARS] there HAS been, (AND, TO YOUR KNOWLEDGE !!!), an INNOVATIVE TOOL that WILL HELP your CAUSE of “SEEING that EVERYONE in this NATION are ABLE to OBTAIN the BEST POSSIBLE HEALTH-CARE that “WILL” be AVAILABLE”. This PLEDGE is being GARBLED by the INSTITUTIONAL BLINDNESS(ES) contracted by GREED. As a MAN that HAS the heritage of the TRUEST SENSE of the MELTING POT must be able to gather MORE than “HIS” NEIGHBORHOOD “FRIENDS”. And, I say this as BEING such a “NEIGHBOR”, just residing in the “woods”  up stream.

Of the posts I’d written “to / about” before I made those a chip of a “tectonic plate”. Looking for a “shift” that would open the mantel of “GOOD” to allow the BUILDING of an ISLAND of HOPE through a tiny instrument of incrementation… A WATCH.

The set-backs and, “failures” YOU’VE been experiencing are far TOO SIMILAR to “WHAT” I have been attempting to tell YOU through these posts… IT ‘SUCKS’, DOESN’T IT!?! There’s not much more to say, the Watch is STILL not complete even though it’s “ROLL-OUT” is the cost of a bearing for an F-35.

Thank You, MISTER PRESIDENT.

D’Ellis

+++++++++++++++update 12/04/2013

It’s a SAD thing when a post, ( Such as THE ABOVE.), is read then “LIKED”, WITHOUT a SINGLE button pusher taking the TIME to visit the MAIN PURPOSE of the GIST… The WATCH ! To reintroduce, then see the SAME CONCERTED APATHY remain as vibrantly absent is HEART-BREAKING. This post wasn’t to be “enjoyed”, it WAS a CALL from the “TOP” to the level of above it all by BEING A CONCERNED CITIZEN. But, AGAIN, the “top” SHOWS  the “average” person HOW to respond . IS it ANY wonder that “WE” have given “our” collective NOSTRILS TO A RUSTY LEAD?!?

A Joy’s Dilemma

November 24, 2012

Why does LOVE
come calling on Me
when I’m without?

Why does it
KISS my ear and cheeks
when “life”
itself’s in doubt?

Am I to be as MOSES
given tools to give
but,to people who refuse
to use them?

Though not a “great” Man
I can understand JOB’S pain
my children were “taken”
by attitude.

And, as distant “SON”.
I too speak light “proverbs”
and distribute ichthys and grains.

But, I keep walking
the path that has yielded
to others…
and, stones keep jumping
in my shoes.

It’s funny,
that in so short a time
that GOD has cut me off
from the treasures
that I lead others to…

BUT, I NEVER struck that
“ROCK”
and yet,
I “know” where Paradise IS.

The Saving Account

April 3, 2012

There’s a bit
OH money
coming my way…

Addiction picked its head up
from the forced hibernation.

It starts the fairy tales
the selections “of”
“fined” females.

I notice they’re no longer young
no longer caring.

Addiction’s tool set
is forged from BALSA,
fraternal twin with the ‘smoke’
light and tantalizing,
but, you can still see
right through it…
Just like the blouses
“holding” nipples directed at shoes.

It wants to play “CHANGE”
from your pocket
to the select crew of wishers.
WISHING that there was MORE,
but avoiding the ‘USER’ fees.

Today, I DO BELIEVE
I’ll put the remittance
in a SAVING ACCOUNT…

…on ‘account’ that I NEED to SAVE
the rest of my “life” for something BETTER
than “sharing” 90% of LUSTS
for 10% of an “intimacy”.

“WE” … Are ‘The LOOSE ENDS’

February 22, 2012

This world is so busy. At least that’s been the way that societal control has been BUILT. It started with the computer console games that grew to Telephone TETRIS. A game that played itself in the mind replacing REM SLEEP. TEXTING gained its gonnorrheal hold on texters because there wasn’t a need to learn to spell.
The games were the set-up ,but the coding was the trap. The programmers built eletro-spies into the very devices themselves. GPS, on the phone, in your car… born from your childhood toy the you could play with friends from across the room, they “talked” to each other. THEY STILL ‘TALK’ to “each OTHER”.
You wonder what this IDIOT is writing of, (http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/9099325/Marie-Colvin-Syria-regime-
accused-of-murder-of-journalists-in-besieged-Homs.html), read the article, and cringe. EVERY DEVICE that we use to communicate tells SOMEBODY WHO,WHEN,WHERE and HOW you are doing “WHATEVER”! This SHOULD disturb YOU. With the Patriot act now FULLY entrenched through the HEART of the CONSTITUTION and BILL of RIGHTS the very thing we see in SYRIA,( Hey Rick, the CHRISTIAN CHURCH built by PAUL is STILL STANDING THERE.), the journalists are being KILLED BECAUSE of their CELL PHONE’S use.

AND, AGAIN, I KEEP seeing the LESSON of MARTIN NIEMOLLER…